Techology? Enough please.

I seriously can’t take it.
After the almighty Windows fail of yesterday, I switched on my laptop today and it tells me their is no audio device driver. It was there last night. How did it vanish over night.
I did manage to go to the HP site and download it, and i have it now.
Crazy.

I am supposed to be tidying up, but I obviously got distracted by important things, like blogging.
I am finishing my flag drawing. Which is supposed to be a tattered flag, and the message is going to be like a thing like ‘how united is country where its lying in tatters’ or something like that.

Also been inspired by the reccent Harry Potter competition http://news.deviantart.com/article/86393/ and am aiming to create something for Fleur Delacour for Wednesday the 29th July. Whether or not I am ready for then will mean that I’d have to hold off till friday the 31st. (which may well happen as I am working all day Monday, tuesday, Wednesday of that week).
I have something in my head very blue, and ice queen like, mostly because she is part Veela, and that is how I imagine the Veelas being in my head.

Backwards in coming forwards

This morning I went to switch on my laptop to get a message saying that Windows was unable to boot. I couldn’t even start windows in safe mode.
I phoned HP and was on the phone for 45 minutes between 4 different numbers and was offered no help. Which was a major pain in the ass.
I then phoned the Tech Guys, who supply my cover from Currys, and was on the phone to them for 5 minutes and they got things moving again.
The only issue is that I had to return the laptop to the factory settings, so its back to square one and I have nothing on my pc.
The only good thingabout that is that I now have photoshop cs4 trial installed. Hooray.
I’m having to put loads of songs back into my itunes again.

I am so happy, I thought it was going to end up costing me money and it hasn’t.
I can’t say how relieved I am

Todays work

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Day 5 and I’m still going strong. I have produced a lot of work so far.  Although I have been saying I’d do two pieces a day, the last few days I have been doing at least 3. I also have 2 mixed media pieces which just need to be finished.I have decided that if I keep this up, I will have enough stuff to filter down to make a half decent portfolio.  I can just edit out everything I don’t like. I am getting the hang of more tools on photoshop which is why I am doing this in the first place.

Summer fun

Not exciting as it should be this year, mostly cause I’m having to be restrictive with my cashflow. :/

Plan is to force myself into being creative regularly. I know it sound odd, but I really cannot mess up college again next year. So by motivating myself over the summer, I hope that I can continue it into college.
My aim is to create 2 pieces per day. That includes when I go out places.
It can be traditional or digital, as long as I attempt to do something.
Hopefully, when I get in the swing of things, I will continue this work ethic.
Thats what it is, because its no longer just a passtime. I am hoping to make a living out of this. So I need to stop kidding on and be serious.

On a good note, walked the two miles to work today, which sounds good. If I hadn’t lazed around all weekend doing very little, cept eat.

I swear I am two steps forward, one step back.
So that this has a better feel, I will also be posting any creations on here and all my blogs. This is to show I am an active worker, and to create like a show of my work.

Mass importance

I am so ill. On Friday I felt like I was coming down with the flu, after coughing and sneezing my way through the week. I was thinking I was getting on top of it all and today I’ve been coughing so bad I’ve actually vomited. I know, so attractive I thought I’d share. Very charming I know.

But the bad thing is that due to me being laid up, I have progressed very little in my work, so I thought I’d just come on here and write a bit. Try and distract me a bit from my current state, so I apologise in advance as this has a tendency of turning into a bit of a rant.

Anyway, I was reading an article by Josh Madden, on Evil Monito(http://evilmonito.com/author/josh/). He wrote an article about luxury necessities. Things like Channel loo roll. Its crazy, but it does make a point. It tells you what people will spend money on if it has the right name or logo on it. Its crazy. But I guess that’s how powerful logos can be. I mean, its getting that right design, which people can relate to that specific company or product. I suppose that would be one of my aims as a graphic designer to create a successful logo. And have it actually do its job.

The fact that people will follow a logo blindly. A factory in China, makes two pairs of trainers, one pair gets a Nike ‘tick’ sewn on the side, and the other one is plain, and gets sent to the a budget store. The budget one will sell for under £10, where the Nike one, will cost at least £35, despite them coming from the same place. Which is completely crazy. People automatically think that  if they pay more money then it has better quality. But more often in reality, its the tiny label which advertises a company that you are paying for.

Its rather disconcerting that in this day and age, especially with the whole recession thing, that people are willing to blindly spend so much money. Is it good advertising that a television has went from a luxury to a necessity, or is it brainwashing? Have we been told what we need, rather than us deciding for ourselves? Its difficult to find out which is true, whether we are actually making our own purchasing decisions, or  are they already made on our behalf?

It is a very worrying thought, with all the advertising now in society, how many decisions are of our own free will? It is crazy, when you think about it. For instance Coca-Cola is one of the worlds most popular brands. Now, when you walk around you daily tasks, notice how heavily Coke is advertised. Its in the canteen, on the sides of bus shelters, in magazines, on TV and as on websites. That’s not counting that whenever you go into a shop which sells newspapers, they have shelves of Coke, and possibly even a branded fridge. So whether you actually look at these blatant advertisements or not, you subconsciously take in the information. So when it comes to lunch time and you need a drink, the good old Coca-Cola, jumps straight out at you, because the advertising has worked. So is it free will that you buy that Cola, instead of a Tango?

I don’t quite know. It is free will in a way that, yes you do decide to purchase particular product. But the sheer volume of advertisements pushing that product into your face, that does also affect your decision.

Motivated out the window

Its happened again, already. I have no motivation,I’m having to force myself to do this animation. I have to hand it in finished, on Friday. Fingers crossed it’ll be done on time. Gonna try and do some tonight.

I was going to do it last night, but i was distracted cause everyone in my house was awake. Usually its silence when i go home from work , and it means i can sit in the dining room and get work finished. But not last night. They were all everywhere, and making way too much noise, which is no good when i am so easily distracted.

I am planning in doing a lot of overtime at Sky (call centre) over the next few months, because I could really do with having some extra funds, especially for buying new supplies. A lot of the paints I have, are either run out or have dried out.  I need to get good quality materials. Which I really need. Might get into drawing again. I love art.

Its melted in the heat

First off. what about this heat. It is unbearable, I’d rather it was winter all year round. This is crazy.  College was unbelievably hot.  At least its cooler here at work.

I was working on my animation today, which, thank god, is finally coming together. Its getting handed in on Friday, completed. So it looks like I may hand things in this semester. Woo hoo. I know Im repeating next year, but at least if I do some of the stuff, the second semester wont be quite so stressful. Hopefully.

I am trying not to stress out, and am just trying to get my animation finished at the moment. If I look at all I need to do, I will totally freak out. Which I do like to do, apparently. Im gonna try and get my animation sketch book done tonight when i fiinsh work. And that’d be another thing out of the way.

I have a list, and slowly Im making my way through it.

To do- Finish animation

               Do animation sketch book

              Evaluate animation project

              Finish McDonalds

               Present in final boards

             Make corrections with Graded Unit

             Evaluate Graded Unit

             Present in final boards

            Burn aniamation to CD and design cover

 

Looks a lot more when its written down

Successful or not

OK, today was another medium day, with the volume of work I got done. Web design, was pretty horrible. For the sheer fact, that to operate Dreamweaver I need to concentrate, so I don’t make a mistake writing up the CSS, and my mind was going 100 miles in the other direction, its an absolute headache.  Going to try and get Art And Design Context done tonight when I go home after work. So that means another 4 am bedtime.

I feel like I am working so hard at the moment, but because its spread over so many things, its hard to cover everything. I mean I am well chuffed that despite this years college failure, I am still able to pick up jobs on my own.  Its quite a confidence booster.

But with me beating myself up about college, it seems to neutralise itself out. I just have to stay positive, and try to get whats needed done. I’m trying not to panic, but that seems to be what I’m best at.

Its not actually that hard

After speaking to friends and my college mates, I had been told that it can be difficult to get a response from companies when looking for free samples. But I emailed, concentrating on the fact that I am starting a new business, and missed out the fact that I was a student. It seemed to have worked because I have two companies who have already got in contact to say they’ll send me things.

That is pretty deccent, no one else in my class has got anything. But I think that that they don’t bother about  students as they don’t want to waste their time, with people who are not really bothered about graphics or art as a profession. And they will send it up free of charge. So quite pleased with myself.

Tips for getting what you want, say that you are a new business, and leave out the student stuff. Also saying that you will promote their company to anyone who requires it.  I suppose it can mean business to them, so its kind of like promotion for them.

Other than that, there has been no process at all today. My brain thought it would have more fun downloading music today. I’ll try and do stuff when I go home