I like to think I have the motivation to do this.
But what if I don’t?
What if I fail at this worse than anything else I have ever done?
You can work hard at life and get nothing.
It happens to people everyday.
I tell myself that it is achievable.
But wasn’t I always told, not to lie.
If it all goes wrong, and ends right now.
I won’t be here, to see it burn to the ground.
Cause seeing the ashes of what could have been.
Might just be the end of me.