I am actually motivated.
I have been doing some designs for t-shirt designs, and I’m so excited about them. Mostly because I haven’t had a real feel of any creativity in a while. Just little bits, here and there. But this is something solid. Well, more solid than anything I have been doing.
The last few days, forcing myself to go into work in awful conditions, when there is no thanks or appreciation for it. It makes me feel like I have no real purpose, and nothing would change whether I was there at all. It’s making me feel rather depressed, to be honest. So, rather than sit and mope about it, I am trying to use the bad job help motivate me into something better. Something for me.
Because, I don’t know about you, but when I was younger I never pictured myself working a crappy job in a call centre. *shrugs* So, I am working on some spiral-things, because I am trying to design a princess tiara (don’t ask), and it’s harder than I thought it would be. -.-
But yeah, 2011 is gearing up to be a good year.