Formula 1: race 1- Australia

A 4am alarm call marked the start of the 2026 Formula 1 season. Albert Park in Melbourne took the centre stage, kicking off a season where we see the biggest Formula 1 rule changes for years. Nobody seemed to really know what to expect as the season got underway.

There had been a lot of dissatisfaction from many of the drivers and teams before the race started. With Aston Martin saying that the vibrations in their car were so bad, neither Fernando Alonso nor Lance Stroll would be completing anywhere near the full race distance. Max Verstappen had made his views very clear about the new regulations, and how poorly the car drove. So, before the race started, there was already contemplation on whether the racing would be any good. Would it just be a neutered version of the driving all the fans of the sport had come to love?

I woke up just in time for the race, where the teams were all on the grid, setting off for the warm-up lap. As a McLaren fan, I was quick to notice there was no Oscar Piastri on the grid. I was confused. Oscar, the hometown hero, had crashed out on his drive round to the starting grid, before the race had even begun. Oscar seems to have a bit of a curse for his home race. Also missing from the grid was Nico Hulkenberg, who was having communication issues. I understand he did the drive round to the grid, but then went into the pits to try and get his issue sorted. The Audi mechanics couldn’t fix things, so he also did not start.

The race itself, started of okay. With Mercedes’ George Russell and Ferrari’s Charles Leclerc having a good battle. Well we say good, when one got ahead, it was like they had no battery power to defend, so the car behind overtook again. It seemed to go back and forth a bit. But a difference in strategy, left Ferrari a step behind of Mercedes

George Russell (image- Silver Arrows Net)

Isack Hadjar seemed to be going very well in the dreaded ‘second seat’ for Red Bull, until he went off track (with a smoking car) causing a virtual safety car. Hadjar’s teammate, Max Verstappen, had an awful qualifying, but worked his way through the field from p20 to p6.

Aston Martin did try, and went further than fans and commentators expected. Both Stroll and Alonso did well, and went into the pits, and then came out for another handful of laps each. The idea that Alonso went out unitially, because he had lost feeling in his hands is absurd. The idea that the AMR26 is actually so undriveable it could injure the drivers is just mind boggling to me. How have they calculated things so bad?

Ultimately, the race was between Mercedes and Ferrari, with Mercedes two drivers finishing 15 seconds in front of Ferrari with Russell and Kimi Antonelli getting a well deserved 1-2. Leclerc finished up the podium places in p3, with teammate Sir Lewis Hamilton in p4. Lando Norris started 5th, finished 5th. Seems fairly uneventful. Verstappen was behind in 6th, with Haas’ Ollie Bearman in 7th. Arvid Linblad for Racing Bulls got p8 in his very first f1 race. What an achievement. Gabriel Bortoleto for Audi got their very first points in p9. And Alpine’s Pierre Gasly rounded up the point scoring positions in p10.

Full results

  1. George Russell- Mercedes
  2. Kimi Antonelli- Mercedes
  3. Charles Leclerc- Ferrari
  4. Lewis Hamilton- Ferrari
  5. Lando Norris- McLaren
  6. Max Verstappen- Red Bull
  7. Ollie Bearman- Haas
  8. Arvid Linblad- Racing Bulls
  9. Gabriel Bortoleto- Audi
  10. Pierre Gasly- Alpine
  11. Esteban Ocon- Haas
  12. Alex Albon- Williams
  13. Liam Lawson- Racing Bulls
  14. Franco Colapinto- Alpine
  15. Carlos Sainz- Williams
  16. Sergio Perez- Cadillac

DNF- Lance Stroll- Aston Martin

DNF- Fernando Alonso- Aston Martin

DNF- Valtteri Bottas- Cadillac

DNF- Isack Hadjar- Red Bull

DNS- Nico Hulkenberg- Audi

DNS- Oscar Piastri- McLaren

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So… I wanted to a post-race ramble on here. I like f1 and would love to write about it on here. I really liked doing this, although it’s probably not very good. But it’s a learning experience, and hopefully I can keep it up through the season.

A Perpetual Cycle

I’m spending my late night lying on my bed, watching Bridget Jones’s Diary. It’s one of those movies that I have watched hundreds of times, to the stage it has become a thing of comfort. It is something that serves as a reminder that life is a constant battle of trial and error. The plans we have for ourselves, very rarely work out the way we hope.

As a result, it can be pretty hard to keep going, to keep trying again. It gets to the stage, where one may stop seeing the point of trying , especially when it doesn’t seem to change anything.

I guess, that all you can do is put your head down and take it one step at a time. Sometimes the steps might not be in the right direction, but they are movement somewhere. And that’s the important thing. Or at least that’s what I try to convince myself.

Circular In Motion

Isn’t it boring, when you feel like you are going round in circles, retreading steps you’ve already taken. The new experiences that are supposed to make up life, don’t seem to be all that new, for you.

I think that working full time, helps that feeling. Same shifts every week, which sees you go to do the same work, every shift. The same nonsense conversations. Running headfirst into the same brick wall, over and over again, when all you want to do is try something new.

I know complaining about my own situation seems rather self-centred when others are dying in Wars, all over the world. And some days, with the constant pain, the repetitive routine, and the thoughts of never being enough, defeat me. I should be embarrassed. I am embarrassed.

Doesn’t stop me trying again tomorrow, though. Trying to change things, and make it better.

Pressure

There is a building pressure, in my head.

It is accompanied by a dull ache, in my forehead.

It’s normally caused by anxiety.

The stress that I am not good enough.

I never feel good enough.

It happens when I have a chance to think.

When work slows down, and the cogs in my brain start whirring.

Every action, every word said, is scrutinised.

I can’t run away, the voice in my head just gets louder.

Drink water will help.

Eat something, suggests people who mean well.

I try to hold it together.

I want to hide away, but that’s not always possible.

I need to find an activity.

Give myself something to do.

And the stress, and the headache, fades away.

Exhausting

I am tired.

The kind of tired that weighs on your mind, constantly.

The kind of tired that doesn’t go away with a sleep.

The kind of tired that is more emotional than physical.

It’s left me utterly exhausted.

So exhausted I can feel it in my bones.

There is a constant haze.

It starts in my mind, and it can make me physically sick.

But people brush off my comments.

I just need some sleep.

Must be working to hard.

As if an answer was so easy

Oh, The Pain Of It All

I get sore. Nothing really serious, but bad enough that it such an annoyance. I get sore bits, usually joints that get a bit stressy, and decide to swell up, just to punish me for thinking I could do something. Sounds a little bit melodramatic, but it is true.

For example, when I spend my first day at work for the week, I end up with a swollen, hard to walk on, ankle. It has always been some kind of issue, but I kind of made it worse. On my first day as a permanent associate at my work, just over 3 years ago, I fell down the stairs and landed really bad on my ankle. I had to go to the hospital, and had to take a week off to ‘rest’. Yes, I know, bet my work was glad they decided to keep me around, getting injured to celebrate a permanent job. But since then, my ankle has become weak. The doctor I spoke to at the time, said that I had seriously sprained the tendon up the back of my ankle, and that it would normally take between 9 months and a year to heal. That is if I worked an office job, sitting on my rear all day. I don’t. I work in a warehouse, where I am on my feet for 10 hours a shift. So… ankle probably never got the chance to heal. And now, I can sprain it really easy, and that first day back at work, as mentioned above, I end up hobbling about like an OAP.

It is frustrating, but not anything that I haven’t had before. When I worked in a shop, not long after I finished High School, I had a lot of pain in my hands and arms. The doctor, that time, felt it looked like tendonitis. Something which can be caused by ‘over use’, that causes the swelling in pain. I was given pain killers, and after some time off work, I just got on with things. When I was even younger I would have issues too, like when taking the family dog for a walk, she would pull at her lead (especially when she saw another dog) and I would have to hold on tight not to lose her. After the walk was done, I always felt a slight ache in my hand.

It is probably the wrong avenue to take, but I have always just got on with it. Tonight I have a sore left shoulder and a sore right ankle, and I have no idea how I am going to get any sleep tonight. It has become something that is an annoyance to me, something that I take a wee bit Ibuprofen the days its really sore, and just soldier on through the rest. Some days are worse than others. But I can deal. Which comes with another annoying thought. How can I put up with the physical pain, when I crumble at times with the mental pain I suffer?

It is just proof that not all pain is equal. The pain I get in after a day at work, is nothing compared to the utter hopelessness I can feel when I wake up in the morning. But in this world, physical pain is always the thing to be cured, mental pain is often ignored. And that is sad.

New Day, New Chance To Try

That’s us hit March already, and I’m kind of stuck between wishing my time away and wanting things to slow down. There is no happy medium, and as I get older I find myself standing still as the world flies by.

3 months into the year, those aspirations made in January may have fallen flat. Some of mines have kind of. I am very good at focusing on what has already happened, mostly the bad bits. The bits where I have failed and things haven’t gone to plan. These are the things I seem to automatically focus on, and then I don’t have the energy to try again. Because, what is the point, if nothing really changes?

I have been spending a lot of time trying to change that. Because what happens in the past can’t be changed, all you can change is what is in your future. Which is probably really cheesy, but it is true. There is no harm in looking back at what you have done before, but if it affects what is coming then maybe you are looking too close.

I deal better with things when I have a ‘clean slate’ to work with. That moment when you close the door on what has happened, and start again. I try to get deal with every day as it comes, forget what has happened before, as nought can be done about it. However, this all depends on how I am mentally, because if I am suffering under depression, i am very likely to be so optimistic.

It’s also learning, that is okay. Not every day is going to be the best day ever, it’s not possible. Life is a serious of ups and downs, and learning how to deal with it. But today is as good a day as any to start positive changes

The Computer With The Speed Of A Snail

So, after all my problems a few days ago with my computer getting stuck on an update, it eventually righted itself. Kind of. I searched various websites for a solution, to get my computer out of being stuck in a Windows Update, and the advice was just to let it run. As I couldn’t reset the computer at all, like it wouldn’t even go into the boot menu. So I left it, and went and watched a movie. Now, I don’t like leaving computers running unattended, but I sat it on the table, and let it run it’s course. A couple hours later, I found that the screen had changed, but instead of ‘installing updates’ on the screen, it said ‘update failed, removing changes’, or something like that. But it restarted a few times, and booted up as normal.

And, this is the first day since all that, that I have been able to switch it back on properly to use, and well… it is slow. Really slow. I can only think it is the broken update that has made it so bad. But, it could be a range of things. Sometimes, with the joys of mobile phones and my general laziness, I probably don’t give the computer as much of an opportunity to update itself, as much as I should. Which I am aware is breaking the first rule in the ‘how operate a safe computer’ manual. It sometimes just takes so long, and I don’t really have the time. It sometimes feels like a hassle.

Microsoft does put out a lot of regular updates, for various reasons. It could be something that can simply make the operating system on your computer work more efficiently, as there are a lot of software engineers who spend every day trying to make things work better. I am still waiting for that update which will stop Windows hogging up my CPU, but that’s another issue. And one of the biggest reasons that software gets updated regularly, from mobile games to shopping apps to operating software is for security. Especially when every device we use daily, connects to the internet. And that is part of the problem.

It is very easy to think of the internet as an static, non-moving thing. The very concrete, reliable, sturdy ‘information super-highway’. It is almost reassuring, that we can get everything we need from some massive electronic motorway. Except, that’s not quite true. The internet is more like a flowing river, than a motorway. Yes, it has a path, and it can give so much information to everyone. But that river won’t stay the same. Every bend the water takes, it erodes the riverbank. The current takes earth downstream. The current changes, and batters all kinds of obstacles. You can always rely on the river of the internet to be there, but it is never the same every time you visit. It is always changing.

There are people all over the world who are hired to poke holes in the internet. Trying to find ways to manipulate something or other. Because if someone finds a way to exploit our internet connection, it could be a way to collect our information. And the information held on the internet, that we can access through multiple devices, can all be exploited. For example, if someone finds your Facebook details, they could find a way into your Amazon account, and access your bank details. If you use an unsecured connection, and open your banking app, someone could track your activity and get your bank details. But these exploits are constantly changing. Almost as if someone plugs one hole, water starts leaking from another.  So what is a big risk today, in terms of internet security, may not be in even a few months time. So, updates to devices that connect to the internet, can help you protect all your information. As every update, of every app, has been created to try and fix any issues which could effect your security.

Which makes me wonder, I am sitting here, writing this post, on a PC that is slow as anything. And it is probably my own fault. Having multiple devices, I should probably know better. I am going to work over the next few days to fix the speed on this computer, and hopefully, I shall then get in the habit of using the computer regularly enough that the updates can actually run properly.

 

 

Thumbs Up!

Today I am feeling very positive. Like that I can take on the whole world. Which is something that doesn’t happen very often. It may be that taking time out and doing things for myself is working, or it may just be that I haven’t been working for most of last week. Either way, it is a nice feeling. And, as I have mentioned before, I want to show a bit more of a balance on her. Making the point of writing when I am doing well, not just when I feel rubbish.

So, I am taking this feeling of positivity and turning it into actual stuff. That stuff includes writing, like this, and getting things ready to shoot a video tomorrow. Yes, I am another person who sometimes vlogs (video blogs). Nothing makes me feel better than expressing myself, and the more avenues I have to do that, the better I feel. I started off well with my vlogs, at the start of the year, but I have since fallen off that horse long ago. But, as I have said before, it is not about not doing something, it is about carrying on with that thing after a period of not doing it. If that makes sense.

I feel buzzed today. As much as I would like to think it is because it was my birthday yesterday, I know it isn’t. Being on the wrong side of 30 kind of has the opposite effect that my birthday used to have. But, I do always take time out of work for my birthday, so maybe it did help. So I was sitting around feeling a bit hyper today. So i decided to do something useful, and spend a while rambling some nonsense. Again.

This post was created under the influence of:

This video by Tessa Violet (Meekakitty)

This song by Good Charlotte

This album by Babymetal

 

What day is it?

I don’t really know. I always find it hard to keep track of the days over the festive period. Which can be a bit of a nightmare when you are working during that time.

Like, last week and this week I have only worked 2 days, instead of my usual 4, and that alone is enough to throw me off. It isn’t helped by the fact that a lot of the days are named, like tomorrow goes from being Thursday to being called New Year’s Eve, and Friday is New Year’s Day. And, I just get a bit lost in it all.

The truth is, that as the years seem to past faster as we get older, this mish-mash of the days just seems to add to that feeling. I guess the only reason years seem to go faster, is that each year we live, becomes less significant. I don’t mean that in a bad way. But if you are 16, each year is 1/16 of your life, which is more significant (percentage wise) than a 40 year old, where each year is 1/40 of someone’s life. Maybe, that’s why it feels like each year gets shorter, because we live more and more of them. 

I am aware that probably won’t make sense to anyone reading. But, after some pondering, it kind of made sense to me.